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I watched an OVA (Original Video Anime) called Strait Jacket the other day and I really liked it. Even though it was only 3 episodes and the over-all feel to it is very shounen and FMA-like, the way things were represented really caught me. And it's also probably the gore, psychological stuff and over-all creepiness of the Demons. If you're looking for something short (and this OVA is REALLY short) and are fond of the whole Full Metal Alchemist stuff, I suggest that you watch Strait Jacket.


So I was supposed to facetrade with TWO people today. Guy A in a major mall at 12:00PM and Girl A at 3:00PM in another different mall. Now, my parents don't want me going far away without someone else with me so I asked my aunt to come with me. Then something happened. My aunt went to church and won't be back until 2:00PM. She's walking too. Since I can't go anywhere without someone else and I can't find other people, I basically can't go. So then I messaged Girl A and she was totally okay with it. Then I messaged Guy A and the first thing I heard was "What the hell?" I don't mind. I totally understand why he would be pissed. We made arrangements and I failed to comply. Nonetheless, I made another arrangement with him today to meet at the same place at 4:30PM.

What's worse is that I searched for Guy A on Facebook to get a better idea of who I am going to be meeting up with and how they look like. I scrolled down and I immediately saw who I was going to facetrade with. It was this guy who I saw playing at a concert two years ago and he's a hardcore J-rocker, involved in a band and everything. I didn't want to make a bad impression to ANY of my customers but I just did. And it happened to be this guy that was just. UGH. My dear auntie, WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME. In any case, I hope she isn't tired from walking and that my brother does not leave the house so we could get a ride from him.


Bah! My love life is a mess. I'm unofficial with these two guys that I really like but since I'm considering them both, I don't think that I'm in love with either of them >< One's really sweet and caring but he's far. The other is considerate and a hard-worker and he's near but doesn't like going out. Oh the dilemma. A guy who I've known for almost seven years or a guy who I've known for almost 3 years? I feel like I know them both pretty well. A bit unclear still on the far guy but it'll clear up and sunshine will shine through the clouds. Neither know I'm flirting with the other which is really mean of me but I have to figure out my standings with both boys. The far guy is still unsure of me since I'm a submissive and he doesn't trust me fully yet. The nearer guy doesn't like to call us an item since if he did, he'd want to see me everyday but can't.

I don't get the last statement. A label just makes everything THAT complicated? Mmm...I guess. I don't know. Oh well.